Thursday, March 19, 2009

As beautiful the days are!

Slowly and gradually, my MBA has finally come to an end. All's well that ends well, the saying goes true for all and perhaps it held true for me too. The roller coaster ride in the past 3 months left me gasping for breath. But finally success was mine. BHEL was a big surprise. I never had imagined in my life that I would finally land a job in a PSU. Everyone is happy around me. This much celebration was not even there when I landed a job in Aricent. Maybe because everyone in my family is in either Govt. service or PSU.
I have been particularly a very lucky person and I don't deny that. Now I have a job and also have a beautiful girl who accepted me into her own life. This has been a bliss. I have already started planning out for the future. It is all that is required. Evrything is going as I had expected and also planned to some extent. However, my plans change course and meander as and when required. Aricent was an unplanned collapse and I had no contingency for it. It was all so sudden that my future went for a toss. Somehow, someone was praying for me. My parents, my brothers and sisters and above all, the girl I am soon going to marry. I am doing all this for her, and I know she accepts that. Above all she gave me a purpose for my life which was so vehemently missing.
As I wait, she also waits for 27th April 2009, our engagement date. I cannot forget 18th Feb 2008 when I first spoke to her. 6th March 2008, when I first met her. 7th March 2008, when I first held her hands. and 14th November 2008, when I first accompanied her to meet her Dad. She showed me, how much she loves me. She used to eagerly wait for me on the door of her house for me to come in. I waited for these moments so much in anticipation. I always wanted someone to at least give me a tiny bit of importance, which I never get. It is all so much expected that I will live twice longer in happiness. Some say that love increases your life, I can already see it increasing. She gives me love, attention, importance and above all a purpose and a drive to live.
We are an unusual couple. I am not handsome. I am rather a slim, wheatish fellow who uses his wits, wisdom, words and voice to keep command over people. Many who have met me, always be happy to meet me. I might have a heavy voice but I hardly overrun people with it. She is a petit, beutiful, fair and really a woman who knows how to carry herself. I am heavily inclined towards making a mess of my room and per se, my livelihood. She has a tendency of keeping everything in shape. This was something that I always wanted as I am too dependent on my Mom for everything. My girl is going to take her place now in keeping me in shape.
I love her a lot, can't live without her even a second and she keeps saying that I don't... But deep in her heart she knows how much I love her...

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