Left out, cheated, duped and perhaps with no chance even provided

I start writing this with only one note which I have been writing all these days. Repetitions of these same events of cheating targeted towards me in this grim scenario of economic downturn has left me totally helpless. I simply don't know what is happening and what will happen. With education loan breathing down my neck and virtually no finances to support myself, I am in midst of self destruction. I have been very diligently following what is happening in the market and can tell that it is no where near recovery. Why I say so is because of chronology of events and the chain reaction which led to this problem. However, this post is not for this discussion. I maintain my previous position that all I see is total calamity for myself in the coming months. I have no great financial backing or background. Thus, I had to take a loan of Rs. 3 lacs for my education. It will have an emi of nearly Rs. 8000 when I graduate out of IIT Kharagpur for a forgettable MBA degree. With no job and also an obligation to pay out nearly 12-14K per month in EMIs, it is coming to an end of the road for me. Aricent did the worst cheating with me. I just can't believe on what happened. I was left clueless. They did it after day 0 and 1 had passed out. I was not even given a chance. So nicely was the cheat done on me. I can now never forgive Aricent for the torment they are putting me in. Here in IIT Kharagpur also I would say that the MBA program is a big farce. They claimed to be the top of the league college, so why the hell are they not able to bring some major companies which are visiting other campuses. Surely, the bubble here has burst too. I had to apply into several commodity trading and separate consultancy firms, out of sheer desperation. I knew the result yield in these would be very less and in fact none of them materialized. I simply don't know where I am headed towards. I think that I might have to sell off my car to reduce the burden of loans upon me. I love my car but I believe that I have to let her go as I cannot afford her anymore. My shweetu too is now suffering with me, which I believe is another chain reaction. I always had a fear of this and it has occurred. Is it because of me? Is it my mistake? I have no answers. I believe that this will be first time in my life when I will go without a job. I have been an excellent performer, but I feel performance has no value. The world is ruled by cheats who cheat your ideas out.