Never in my dreams I had thought that I would meet someone so perfectly made for me. She is perfect because she is made to be perfect. All these years, where was she hiding, I am just wondering that. Well now since I have described her physically and also described a bit of her inner emotions, I shall go ahead with a bit more than the usual. All these days of talking to her has made me realize a few things, which are nothing out of the box but they are bound to be important. So here we go...
=> She is someone who loves attention but hates too much attention. She likes to be the centerstage of a discussion, but if it goes overhead she makes for the exit door immediately. Sort of nice idea isn't it. She is typically different from other girls because she can make out when someone is flattering her and when someone is actually telling a truth. In fact she has been catching my flattering perfectly (:P)
=> She likes hearing me, and I am surprised. She is a patient listener and quite patient with the overtalker like me. I speak too much when I am on phone because I am too impatient. But in front of her I just go mum because I cannot take my eyes off her. She is so beautiful.
=> She loves being with few people who give her full attention and specially people who do not wander away. Jaan, I might have been a wanderer, but I am like you only, if I have come close to you, I will never ever leave you, neither I am going to let you wander off.
=> She is a wanderer herself, always in look out for the wackiest things and loveliest times.
=> She is impatient ("Well Sorry Jaan" -> You'll say this is an easy guess (:P) )
=> She waits for people to say that they love her, but will not wait if she feels that this is the right guy. She held me tightly and I, in my all dreams wanted someone to do that.
=> She can really make people comfortable with her, but if they do not understand her completely, she might get turned off and remain turned off to these people for long time.
=> She depends for things and decisions, somehow thinks collectively about decisions. Jaan I ask you to take decisions for me, but I too will make it a collective decision in the end.
=> She doesn't like being bossed around and likes doing the work her way.
=> She is dedicated and if something is assigned to her it goes till the end with her dedication. Also if someone criticizes she might be perturbed but she goes back and gives that criticism a second thought almost always. I mean to say - "Why is this guy/gal criticizing me? Is he right? If he is wrong shall I confront him or let him go? Shall I ask Ashish about this? I will ask Ashish and then we both will take a decision..." Correct me if I am wrong jaan.
=> She loves whatever she possesses and hates it when it goes missing or if it is broken.
=> She can be really very possessive about me and I can be really possessive about her. I am made for her only and I know she is for my love and my life.
=> She hates it when I go onto tangents and loves my weird, stupid self... Well she is taking time, but soon will realize that "Ashish" has to be treated as a kid many times, and he can treat her like a kid also. You also like being treated like a kid. You want to be naughty at times, fidgety at times, and really very kiddish at times. And you take your opportunities to do that. You are not always kiddy, but you seek the opportunity.
I'll write more about her ...
I Love You... Love You a Lot... Love You my Life...
Ashes
